March 9, 2011 @ 4:46 AM

finally have time to breathe.

Upcoming events:
28th - piano exam
6th- SYF

this year is hell fast. HAVE HOPE & WORK HARD shall be my new motto. maybe paste it somewhere visible so that i can be reminded everytime i step in to my room. people say, now is the time to study hard because what we do now determines our fate. but its not easy to study 24/7 and mug like mad. putting notes in front of me which i know i wont really revise, seems somewhat stupid, but at least it makes me feel better. Lying to myself is just a new skill i picked up to prevent myself from breaking down.

reverse psychology. i cant help but believe it. i imagine negative things so that they wont happen in reality. this is why i dont dare to dream. once i do, they will never happen, not to me.